Words.....

hmmm.. was kinda upset wit the words today.. the sms she gave me today.. i know she has always been straight forward etc.. but.. i guess i read every word really detailed.. so anyway this was wad she say to me..

{ Ya lah.Its nothing to do with you so don't assume so. Not everything's about you.I'm just busy lah so stop smsing me saying things or thinking stuffs that's non existance.And never make assumptions.Cause there was nothing to get over.Bye.}

well.. after readin it.. my heart jus totally sanked.. whisssshhh.. jus like tat.. my whole face jus change.. all i wanted to do was jus see if she was doin fine.. and yes i know i msg her often.. i think. but i thought maybe if she could jus reply me sayin tat she was busy or somethin... instead of nt replyin my msgs.. jus one msg of i'm busy would do jus fine..

i dunno wad to say.. but i can tell u i'm really upset over this and jus feel like breakin down.. hmmm.. maybe i'm thinkin too much i guess.. i dunno.. jus don feel like u're the person i use to know..

and if u need someone to talk to.. jus remember tat i will always be here.. i jus hope tat u don chuck me one side or somethin.. i dunno wad to say right now.. jus upset..

i guess u still mean alot to me.. jus tat u dunno.. but..

i will always be right here.. ur lao gong.. =)