Sadden.. Don Mind I fill Up ThiS... ThAnks...

ok.. sadden.. upset.. full of remorse.. haiz.. jia lat man.. sooo sadden.. so heart wrecked.. so sadden lor.. i also dunno wad to do right now.. don feel like doin anythin.. no mood for anythin.. like jus heart broken.. how?.. shan.. if u're readin this wad do u think i shld do?.. hmmm.. its ok.. nvm..

anyway.. so happy to see tat there is a better msn nick today.. hehe.. u're in love..!! tat's nice.. i'm happy for u.. hehe.. glad things are turnin out better for u.. i wrote a letter for u yesterday.. remember i'm suppose to write a letter for u after ur motivational camp?.. yeapp.. i did it yesterday.. so weeee.. hope i can pass to u soon or somethin...

hmmm.. i've gt another 8 more days left be4 my school closes.. wow.. can't wait for tat to happen.. but at the same time.. i'm also wonderin wad in the world would i be doin durin the holidays.. sharks.. i have no idea myself.. hehe.. don think i wanna work.. the time is too short..

i know this blog is meant for u and nt for me to update my life on.. hehe.. sorry.. but anyway i'm glad that u r havin better turns in ur life right now.. i'm sooo happy for u.. really.. =)

talk to u soon.... hopefully....

晴天

故事的小黄花,

从出生的那年就飘着,

童年的荡秋千,

随记忆一直晃到现在,

吹着前奏望着天空的我想起花瓣试着掉落.

为你翘课的那一天,花落的那一天,

教室的那一间,

我怎么看不见,

消失的下雨天,

我好想再淋一遍,每想到失去勇气我还留着,

好想再问一遍,

你会等待还是离开.

刮风这天,

我试过握着你手,

但偏偏,雨渐渐,

大到我看你不见,

还要多久,

我才能在你身边,

等到放晴的那天,

也许我会比较好一点.

从前从前,有个人爱你很久,

但偏偏,风渐渐,

把距离吹得好远,

好不容易,

又能再多爱一天,

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜.

Words.....

hmmm.. was kinda upset wit the words today.. the sms she gave me today.. i know she has always been straight forward etc.. but.. i guess i read every word really detailed.. so anyway this was wad she say to me..

{ Ya lah.Its nothing to do with you so don't assume so. Not everything's about you.I'm just busy lah so stop smsing me saying things or thinking stuffs that's non existance.And never make assumptions.Cause there was nothing to get over.Bye.}

well.. after readin it.. my heart jus totally sanked.. whisssshhh.. jus like tat.. my whole face jus change.. all i wanted to do was jus see if she was doin fine.. and yes i know i msg her often.. i think. but i thought maybe if she could jus reply me sayin tat she was busy or somethin... instead of nt replyin my msgs.. jus one msg of i'm busy would do jus fine..

i dunno wad to say.. but i can tell u i'm really upset over this and jus feel like breakin down.. hmmm.. maybe i'm thinkin too much i guess.. i dunno.. jus don feel like u're the person i use to know..

and if u need someone to talk to.. jus remember tat i will always be here.. i jus hope tat u don chuck me one side or somethin.. i dunno wad to say right now.. jus upset..

i guess u still mean alot to me.. jus tat u dunno.. but..

i will always be right here.. ur lao gong.. =)

Where you go..?

yesterday.. i was worried sick abt u.. i msg u.. call u.. there wasn't any ans.. i waited for ur call.. and there was nothin.. mimi told me u left ur hp wit tat guy.. i dunno wad to say.. i dun understand how come u don wanna even call me.. i thought i remembered my hp number or somethin?.. hmmm.. worried sick i am.. i dunno wad to say to u right now.. jus upset.. really upset..

hmmm.. i've gt more to say.. but till u call me then....

*broken.....